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lalala.. [14 Dec 2003|06:47pm]
pinkpursepunk
[ mood | numb ]

Ahh. Well. Life is shriviling down to nothing. People at Wal-mart are pissing me off. I am known as the Wal-mart slut because supposedly the chick that I dont get along with anymore, broke up with her boyfriend and I am now with him and we are screwing. How wonderful. And my doggie died sunday night when I was at work. I just wanna shoot someone in the head and let them know how I am feeling. it sucks. and another thing is that I cant work without guys hitting on me. Its gross. I am getting alittle paranoid now. I am having troulbe spelling too. Oh well. I dont care. I just want to die!! chace doesn't think i'm a slut though. he sees me for the goddess i really am.. oh! if only one day our forbidden love could come true. *sigh*

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things are going dooooooownhill... [14 Dec 2003|06:46pm]
pinkpursepunk
[ mood | horny ]

So, Missed the Bus this morning. My mom said to just stay off school. I went back to sleep till 12. I was looking for hotels for when I go down to Biloxi, Nov. 26th. I can't wait. Fun, Fun, Fun. It is nice outside. It looks like it is..umm..76 degrees. My aunt is here from Seattle. Going to see her at my grams friday. yippy. She's a cool freakin chick for being 33. She likes everything I like and is so..childish at times. Best aunt ever. I worked With this guy named Eric in Elcetronics last night. Hes's cute. I am in love with his hair and his style. He's all like..hmm. He told me that this girl I know, that he knows also, told him that he should hate me. He's not going to of course but for her to say that, well shes a bitch. He works saturday, so do I. I told him that I would see him then and he said he hopes...then he gave me this grin and said, "I mean I hope not.." but I know he was lying. Oh..he makes me happy. I can't wait to see him. Lust is such sweet sorrow.

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things are going dooooooownhill... [14 Dec 2003|06:45pm]
pinkpursepunk
[ mood | worried ]

Well life has been alitttle hectic right now. That stupid girl that won't talk to is having everyone rival against me. Monday I was talking to this girl, Brandy at work, and then yesterday I said hi to her and she just walked right past me. What a bitch. everyone is being mean to me. Like it's my fault. I worked in electronics yesterday. It was fun. my and this guy Eric fooled around for the most part. We put movies and cd's away and then we played with the CD players. We tryed to see how fast we could open them all up and then close them. it's alittle difficult if your new at it. HaHa. Then when I was putting some crap away, I tripped over a box and almost fell. My friends came in to see me. Brian, the kid I am going to homecoming with was with them. He's a cool guy. His friends are cool. Except for this kid named Gnome. He's called that because of his thumb. It's all little and stuff. But I could consider him as cool cuz he told that mean girl that she looked like MeMe from the Drew Carey show. HaHa. That was great. Today was stupid at lunch. Everyone was having a good time, smashing food and stepping on Kyles nutty butty sticks. Well, this fucking teacher came over to us and spazed out because there was foodo n the floor and we were messinf up "her" school. She made us clean it up and she called up "Pissies" I dont know what that is, but she called us it. And she made us clean up these bacon bits that were on the floor that she said we threw down there when no one at the table had a fuckin salad. it was nuts. I was laughing the whole time and my best friend Kasey was yelling at the teacher and she was takin to the office. I hope shes not in to much trouble. I don't know. Everything is messed up and to me, I think everything is going downhill. Geezeus!!! i want to have a threesome with eric and chace. i hope he finally starts to notice me!

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and the sky has finally fallen... [14 Dec 2003|06:43pm]
pinkpursepunk
[ mood | sad ]

I was asked to Carlisle high schools homecoming by a good friend. At first I decided I didn't want to go, but then I decided I did want to. He's a cool punk kid and I thought, hey..I can prove to people that I am not just some freak girl, I can wear a dress too. How bout' that? oh god. A dress, I haven't worn ones of those since..since..2nd grade. I have no idea what to do for this homecomign thing. Geeze. I have abandon all hope!! i just wish i was going out with chace instead. he's so sexy..

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and the sky has finally fallen... [14 Dec 2003|06:43pm]
pinkpursepunk
[ mood | sad ]

wow..the other day at work was great!! I think it was friday. Yes, Friday. Friday that gril that I haven't talk to in a while yelled at me for talking to her boyfriend that is not supposed to be talking to me. and she called me a lier and a slut. I laughed in her face and said "oh you really scare me" Thats when Kyle came in. Oh kyle. The funny, funny man. He came in with a "666" sticker from a pricing gun from his work on his shirt pocket. So I went and got my pricing gun and i attacked him with it and he had bright green "666" stickers on him. It was fun. but then he left. And then he came back and was watching me from afar like a stalker. It was kinda strange. But oh well you can't help them all right?

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and the sky has finally fallen... [14 Dec 2003|06:41pm]
pinkpursepunk
[ mood | sad ]

Life really sucks right now.
Ok, well the other week i went to this party. I got drunk and these guys kissed me and did stuff to me I didn't know about. The one guy is soon to be married. His girlfriend is like, my best friend. And he like made me do things i didn't know I was doing. i told him no, but he just was so forceful. And she doesn't beleive me at all. Well, no one was supposed to say anything, but saturday night it all came out. now everything is fucked up and no one is talking to me. I don't understand. It was everyones fault, but i am the only one getting bitched at. I feel really alone with no one to talk to. I have friends at school yes, but that's my school life. My life outside of school is boring. I'm like a fuckin' hermit or something. I come home from school and go straight to work, then I come home and go to bed to yet wake up at 6:00 the next morning to go to school. It's an ongoing cycle. I don't have that much room for friends and the ones i do...or did have were my life. I don't know what to do. I am lost on a neverending path of darkness. It's hopeless

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tupac's a dead skinny man [14 Dec 2003|06:39pm]
pinkpursepunk
[ mood | naughty ]

Ok so we did our senoir favorites yesterday. There were catigories like.."Most Artistic", "Most Athletic", and "Worst Driver". I was nominated for "Biggest dare devil" i don't know why cuz I'm not too daring..I just do stupid stuff. Like yesterday at lunch, Josh mixed pickle juice and ice tea together and i drank it. what's so daring about that? Ahhh..well if I win, at least I will be known for something right? It's almost halloween! Yes! I can't wait to dress up and go scare little kids. but I think I have to work. That...Sucks. Homecoming is almost here, and I, for one, will not be attending. All the girls are flipping out about what they will be wearing. I say, Screw the dress, skip the dance and just head to the after party and get drunk. I am going to the movies tonight. Maybe i will see that new S.W.A.T. movie. I heard Jeepers Creepers 2..wasnt' so..well.......Creepy. So bascily, it sucked ass. In gym action today, this guy I think is cute touched my leg today. ooohhhhh. Well yeah i was humiliated yesterday when this very annoying kid told Dan (the guy thats cute) that i thought he was hot. now he must think I'm stuipd or something. Oh, well. No big deal. Being in this room sucks cuz the "Gifted Education" classroom is across the hall and having it there makes me feel stupid. I had a dollor the other day that said "Jesus Loves you" on it. I scribbled it out and shoved it in my butt pocket.

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if the world stopped moving, i'd keep spinning [14 Dec 2003|06:37pm]
pinkpursepunk
[ mood | depressed ]

Some people just need to grow up. They think they are cool and they are not. I, for one, am not cool, yet think of myself as cool. Today at school, my friend Trevor made homecoming court. He's one of those people you would most likey not see being nominated for the homecoming court. I am happy cuz now all the stupid preppy kids will finally have lost something. Trevor has this so in the bag. Anywayz, school was ok. I talked to this girl today that I dont't normally talk to. Her sister hates me cuz I always made fun of her. But yeah, this girl is a lesbian and I think she was hitting on me today in lifeskills class. We were picking out wedding dresses and tuxes and, since she is a lesbian, she didn't want a tux, but she found a "woman tux" that a woman was wearing. How inseresting....I hope she doesn't touch me. Josh....you owe me a massage you massage moocher!!! I am not fun. Or interseting. So I am going to go now. Peace out.
Amber

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[14 Dec 2003|06:30pm]
pinkpursepunk
[ mood | crappy ]

Yo what up people of the blurts. I am here. I am at school at the moment. trying to figure out different things. Feel free to help me out these couple days so i can set myself up. lata!

Ahh...If the sky couldn't fall any harder....

So I was at school today giving my best friend a dollar when the Asst. Principal came up to me and went spastic about my chain wallet. He took it from me becuz I got an attitude problem with him. I loved that chain..It was one of me...ha. I will just go buy a new one and that fat fuck can kiss my ass. I mean come on..this targeting shit is getting pretty lame. I got in trouble last year for my chain and then this year. On the first day of school i got on trouble for wearing camo..What? Is it piss off Amber year or what. I'm about to "bust a cap" on someone and let them feel how I feel. oohh..Josh..your silly. I think you and that short girl would make a cute couple..she's at perfect length for you! HAHAHAH...Mr. Smith is an asshole. He gave off the "Hi kids! I'm a nice guy" vibe..now hes giving off this "Hi kids! I'm a fuckin fag" vibe. So not the vibe I want. Kyle!! You so touched my butt the other day in the dark room..well, it's not really dark cuz the people that constructed it sucked at their job. Well hey, that's Big Spring for ya..hiring people to do their job half-assed. JOSH! I still have that Mushroom Head cartoon on my arm. He looks funny. Ok, umm..Tanya needs some wardrobe lessons or something. Have you seen the things she wears to school? Josh, how could you have ever been attracted to that? I won't say anything about Shawna. You know how I feel about here. I am glad you made her cry though. That brightened my dad when I heard that. It's fun to see people cry. GO Josh..GO Josh...Whooooo!

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